There is something

there is something, but I don't really know what I am looking for...

I am looking for something, but I don't know what there is, or I am hoping that there should be something so that I can find, or may be I am fooling myself in very searching. 

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What I can offer you!

Really! Do you really think that anybody can offer you anything?
If you think so you should not be reading this article.
No can do anything for you. Not even you yourself (depends)

Here is what I am trying to give you, I am not here to explain you something, I am not here to give you any ideology. I am not here to give you any hypothetical concepts now I am here to teach you what being practical means. I'm not here to show you what is right or wrong, I am here to give you eyes.
There is only one thing that I can merely offer you, it is your choice, completely your choice whether you want to read / leave. Whether you want to think and grow or continue your so called life, living with your own lies.
All I can give you is answers, the answers that are completely unnecessary & unimportant. I have those answers which will never satisfy any of your questions. I have those answers which you will find ridiculous, but all I can offer is that answers will give you so many questions, questions which have no answer. Where there cannot be any answer, and every answer will bring thousands new question more but not less. Yes I am offering you answers which will give you so many questions, questions of which no answers exist, no Buddha no Einstein can give you the answers of those questions.
Along with it I am giving you so many questions, they are really funny, funny in such a way that you will question your own life. How interesting is it to get such questions which will take every possible answers from you. Questions which will turn into another answer but that answer will bring another question.
All the answers you are carrying are not really your answers, and what you call your problems, your questions are not your real questions. nothing of which are came from your inner core. They are very superficial just as you are!

I am offering you a choice, a choice to take a leap of faith and dive into an unknown reality, where every truth exists in its innermost form, the reality where truth & lie go hand in hand. Truth where there is only... (* part is incomplete)

What do you have? You have nothing! may be you have everything but still you don't have anything. What if I tell you that I have nothing but I have everything.
Tell me what you can offer me? To offer me something first you must have something, tell me what do you have? Two me what is that, that you can call yours ? Tell me where do you exist?
Tell me the reality of the real which exists no where, tell me the lies you are carrying with proud & in full of shamelessness.
Tell me what you can offer me?

* every point, every single line in this article is incomplete.

What is need

Reading the article below is total waste of time.
You are here by an accident.

What is the need of the need?
i don't really know. don't even know why I am typing this. there is no reason either, it is just your mind is not thinking or may be there is not even any space left so that it can think.
you have acquainted your mind so much that it has nothing to think, and you think that you are thinking, sorry dear, you are fooling yourself.
You are deceiving not others but you and only yourself. Let there be some void, in ordinary people think that the void is nothing, but trust me that it will surely return you some value. (bit programmatic)
You know what is your problem? your basic problem is you have equipped your mind so much, so much that it doesn't get any space go think & to grow. You may be doing thousands things but if you don't give your mind some empty space, trust me it will not grow.
it cannot, and it will never.
and what are those things that are fooling & filling your mind. the very first is social media, trust me it is taking over your mind, and you are becoming a slave of it, and sooner you realise this fact, the better it is for yourself. You become addicted to unnecessary things and you don't give space for your mind to grow, and slowly slowly it reduces it's capacity to think, even though if you think, you will think about completely unnecessary things.
second is you are too worried about others, about what others are doing and how others are and the life of so and so (so called) celebrities.
it is not at all necessary nor even important even to consider about what the particular person is doing. Can't you just let him live his own life. Tell me the last book you read? Tell me the last thing you learn? Tell me why you are living? Tell me is it necessary for you to live, if yes then why? Tell me are you really happy? Tell me last time you truly cried for your own mistake? Tell me the last time you said the truth?
Do you really have answer to any one of those questions?

* the above article is incomplete.

समर्पित

समर्पित...!
हा ब्लॉग समर्पित...!
एका अर्धवटाला समर्पित...!
आयुष्यात कोणतीच गोष्ट पूर्ण न करू शकणाऱ्या एका अर्धवट माणसाला समर्पित.
ज्याला कधी सुरुवातही करता नाही आली आणि अखेर ज्याला कधी माहितीच नाही झाला अश्या एका अर्धवटाला हा ब्लॉग समर्पित.
निरंतर स्वताच्याच मुर्खापनात खस्त्या खात स्वतःलाच शहाणा समजणाऱ्या एका अर्धवटाला समर्पित.
ह्या संपूर्ण जगात आपण जे करतो तेच सत्य समजणाऱ्या मुर्खाला हा ब्लॉग समर्पित.
जगाला प्रेमळ समजून जगाशी मनाच्या सत्यतेने आणि हृदयाच्या कनाकनापासून प्रेम करणाऱ्या बावळटाळा हा ब्लॉग समर्पित.
कोणत्याच गोष्टीत सातत्य न ठेवणाऱ्या आणि कदाचित त्यामुळेच एकाही गोष्टीत यशस्वी न झालेल्या अपयशी आणि अर्धवट नालायकाला हा ब्लॉग समर्पित.
स्वताच्या अस्तित्वाचीही जाणीव न ठेवता आणि स्वतःच्याच नशेत धुंध होऊन स्वतःच्याच डोळ्यावर पट्टी बांधून जग आंधळ झालंय असा आव आणणाऱ्या हरामखोराला समर्पित.
जग मूर्ख बनवत असूनच आणखी त्यांच्याच नादी लागणाऱ्या एका चुतीयाला हा ब्लॉग समर्पित.
अर्धवट काम आणि कामच फक्त जीवन समजणाऱ्या वासनांध किड्याला समर्पित.
नालायक शब्दाला देखील लाज वाटेल अश्या लाजच सोडलेल्या कदाचित सर्वांनाच हा ब्लॉग समर्पित.
आपण काय करतो आहोत याचीही जाणीव नसणाऱ्या ला समर्पित.
काय करावे आणि काय करू नये याची जराशीही जाण नसणाऱ्या आणि तरीही बाकी जगाला नाव ठेवत स्वताचे आयुष्य भकास जगणाऱ्या एका वेंधळट कार्ट्याला हा ब्लॉग यथात: समर्पित.
भिकारचोट हरामखोर नालायक निकामी निष्ठूर अप्रामाणिक अश्या सर्वच उपमांना स्वतःच्या रक्ताच्या थेंबा-थेंबात मिसळवून स्वतःलाही स्वतःच्या नजरेत बघायची लाज वाटेल अशी कृत्ये करून बिनलाज्या सारखा थोबाड वर करणाऱ्या अर्धवटाला समर्पित.
अर्धवट....